I have Cancer
If you’ve seen my recent blog post then you’ll know that I had found a lump and was waiting on biopsy results to find out what the lumps are. On Monday 14th August 2017 I went to my local hospital for those biopsy results and they came back that I have breast cancer which has spread into three of my lymph nodes. The doctor has requested a CT scan, MRI scan, mammogram and a bone scan to determine if the cancer has spread elsewhere. This week has been pretty horrific for me to say the least, it’s such a whirlwind and overwhelming feeling to be diagnosed with cancer, I don’t personally know anyone who’s had cancer so this is very new to me and my family. I had various waves of overwhelming emotions throughout this week but today I feel strong and positive that I can beat this, of course the dark and negative thoughts keep creeping in and at times I’m curled up in a ball crying my eyes out, but I just have to keep pushing those dark thoughts back out – I know I can beat this and I will ! I have to !
When I was a little girl my dream was to be on tv and to be an actress, I loved video, camera’s and performing but that all changed when I was bullied in my last two years at primary school, I quit drama school and lost all of my confidence in my appearance and I’m not sure I ever got it back. Since then I have always felt uncomfortable having my photo taken or being on video but now I couldn’t give a flying f*ck what I look like or what others think – I might not be here to watch my son grow up and that thought terrify’s me more than anything ever could, so I’m going to make lots of videos – some that I’ll put on here about my cancer journey and even more of my son and I together which will remain private within my family so that if the unthinkable does happen and I am taken away early from this life then my son will have videos of us together and he can see his mummy whenever he wants and know who I am and how much he truly means to me.
After the diagnosis on Monday I was advised to change four things, diet, exercise, toxic chemicals and stress management. I have started following the diet recommended by Colin Campbell in The China Study, I’ve started exercising daily and I’ve removed toxic chemicals from my home. I now have a bath daily with only magnesium flakes, raw organic cold pressed coconut oil, pure high strength vitamin E oil (I also take this orally – you’ll find this in your local health foods store), and a combination of pure essential oils which I change daily (I have so many different ones but Frankincense and ginger are always used now as I read that they can help combat breast cancer). I have also been meditating daily, I got a great tip from an interview Chris from ChrisBeatCancer.com did on his survivor stories section which is to picture my cancer in a block of ice and then picture the sun melting the ice away along with the cancer – I have been doing this meditation 4 times a day. My spirit guide is also doing lots of spiritual healing for me and I’ve thrown out my microwave, I am so determined to do everything in my power to beat this. And call me crazy, I mean it’s only been 5 days since removing the chemicals and processed foods and adding so many amazing powerful nutrients to my body but I swear the lump node which I found first has already started to shrink. On Monday it was so big but now it seems smaller and less angry so although I understand I’ll need surgery etc, in my mind there is no doubt that diet is key here for me and my cancer.
If you have cancer or are interested in some of the studies which have been done surrounding diet and cancer then please watch Forkes Over Knives, The C Word and What The Health – all currently on NetFlix. There are so many great resources available out there, I have already joined a support group on Facebook which has over 1000 women in it all supporting each other on their similar but very different breast cancer journeys, the overwhelming support I have had from these beautiful women in the last couple of days has been amazing and I am so grateful to them already.
I will certainly keep you all updated on this crazy cancer journey and I am praying for good news on Monday, phone readings aren’t back yet but email readings are still currently available, although may take a little longer than usual.
Love & Light,
P.S/ If you have landed on this page while searching for dairy free foods/recipes or information on living with cow’s milk protein allergy then the reason you have landed here is because this is the reason I can no longer own a website which lists free from highly processed foods or has recipes with animal protein in them. I have done a lot of research into nutrition and the effects it has on our health recently and I have now adopted a whole foods plant based diet (if you’d like to know more about this please read The China Study or watch Forks Over Knifes on NetFlix). There are many support groups for dealing with allergies and or intolerance’s on Facebook including the one I created, I would recommend you start your allergy journey there and look into more natural food substitutes rather than highly processed ‘free from’ versions.
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